Weekend's rambling #1

Weekend adalah hari yang sesuai untuk mereput. Semalam aku pergi open house Maria dekat Sg Besi then lepas Maghrib pergi Cyberjaya jumpa roomate aku time dekat INTAN kejap. Sejam je jumpa dia, sempat lepak dekat Old Town Dpulze, Cyber. Sempatlah membawang kejap tu pun tak puas haha. Air chocolate Old Town sedap gila, kalau aku tak makan nasi memang akan order air tu. Kalau makan nasi aku minum iced waters je. Aku tak reti minum minuman bersusu dengan heavy meals. Siapa geng aku?

Hari ni ada open house big boss, tapi aku tak pergi. Dia bukan kenal aku pun haha. Malas seyh nak bersiap bagai, kalau jumpa kawan-kawan lama tu semangat la sikit, ni nak jumpa orang yang aku bakal jumpa esok. Meh hahaha.

Ni aku dah sudah lunch, dah sudah basuh baju, sidai baju, lipat baju. Gosok baju je belum, malam-malam sikit la. Sapu bilik pun belum lagi, karang-karang la. Ingat nak cuci kipas, tapi tinggi nau kipas ni, tengah berfikir macam mana aku nak memanjat. 

Lately hidup busy. Aku dah dapat desk aku, so dah start berkerja. Tak cukup tangan dan otak rasanya. Tasks masuk menderu satu persatu. Aku terpaksa tulis bagi mengelakkan lupa, dah tak daya nak congak dalam kepala otak.

Memang tak merasa balik on time. Ada yang aku rasa tak puas hati bila siapkan tasks sebab aku tak all out. Aku bukan multitasker punya orang. So bila banyak kerja, aku buat semampu aku untuk siapkan dalam stipulated time bukan sehabis baik sebab kekangan masa. I hope I can do better in future.

So far I love my job. I love to be a career woman. I love to learn new things, even the smallest ones. I love to build a networking. I love the idea of serving the government and give something for the benefit of people. Walaupun kerja aku sekarang ni tak bagi direct kepada rakyat tapi we work our ass off to ensure that rakyat's safety, security and well being are under full protection.  

I always pray that I can give the best for people, for our country, for our religion. I hope I will have this spirit at least till I reach 60 (pensioner age) haha. Exhausted? Yes for sure. But puas. Some people have an idea that marriage is the point of success in someone's life. But for me, success is when I can satisfy myself. And to satisfy myself is by  bringing smiles to other faces especially the ones that I loved. It's more than enough to make my heart reach its tranquility. Allah, make me happy for whatever You have plan for me. Ameen

Hari tu pukul 6.30pm aku masih mengadap komputer and my boss tegur 'Nadia, kalau you kerja macam ni inshaAllah gaji you berkat'. I just laughed and said 'ameen'. 

Nak air chocolate Old Town *tetiba